This reads to me like so. “I know better than Apple, I wanna do it my way, and I do so because I am far too paranoid to give them my contact details. I then spend time writing a controversial article expressing my frustration while also proving my own arrogance, inability to adapt and see the benefits of a different way of thinking and doing something.” Don’t get me wrong, I understand that the whole experience was frustrating for you, but it was entirely self-inflicted.